I seem to have had a little success in my quest to get back to something more like my old self since I made the post last month.
I certainly haven't totally become like I was before, and, honestly, I never will because I'm a different person now. However, I have begun to regain some of the positive aspects of the way I used to be.
I'm becoming more outgoing again and am more prone to dance and sing (I know that probably frightens some people who know me lol). The jokes are coming more easily lately (in fact, I nearly made someone nasally eject coffee today heh), and I actually laugh on occasion.
Granted, I still have my down days, but they don't seem to be as frequent. I view that as a good thing.
It does come with some downsides. For one, my bullshit threshold is a bit lower, but that may not be a completely bad thing either.
At least I am getting back to my old mindset of taking the world by the horns and ripping it's head off =]
I get this feeling that something interesting is coming around the corner, and, if not, I'll find it and drag its ass around the corner *grin*
Current mood: tired
Current music: Everclear - Santa Monica